The worst part of this whole messy business is that there being no one to talk to. That is the reason why it is so difficult to come to terms and accept it. When new avenues are found old friends and family are gradually lost. You don’t keep in touch not because you don’t want to but you simply can not find the time to. I’ve been going to bed at 9:00pm these days and I still haven’t stopped the habit of going to bed with a book. The only difference the book happens to be sci-fi or horror at 9:00pm rather than some boring course text at 2:00am. What a change after the degree? It’s unbelievable but the part of there being no one to talk or work with is depressing. When your busy studying or with work you don’t feel it but when your minds empty you really wan go have coffee with an old friend. I miss you!