- When I’m walking about I am usually thinking about something too hard to concentrate on anyone around or to notice even things around – I know this is kind of selfish.
- Sometimes I’m thinking that I’m smiling when I actually am not – I know this kind of weird to imagine.
- Sometimes I think that people are smiling at someone behind m and I don’t smile in return to avoid getting embarrassed
- Sometimes I’m smiling all the time so there is no need to improve it when someone actually smiles at me.
- Sometimes I’m afraid to smile at people I don’t know - this is especially on the streets.
- I’m too stressed at times to smile.
I can’t think of 94 other reasons except for the fact that I know it is wrong and to those who are strong and kind enough to understand, I am very grateful. I will try my best to smile more often rather than waiting for it to come naturally.
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"I will try my best to smile more often rather than waiting for it to come naturally."
When anyone smiles, i prefer it when it comes naturally... There is a big difference between a smile from a heart and that from the head. Also, i am pretty sure your friends alrealy undertand you, and accept you for who you are....
Like the well of tears... there ought to be the "well of smiles" also... I suppose... if you find that it runs dry sometimes, just dig deeper...
(and always remember the 24th commandment: Thou shalt fake anything (yes practically, literally, metaphorically and virtually anything...) but thou shalt never fake a smile!
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