Hurts!

Sometimes I wonder why feelings can't be mutual between loved ones all the time. Single sided feelings hurt as much as they are a joy to have. Why is the human mind such that the forbidden fruit always tastes sweeter. and then once you have it, you get bored with it and then...
            it's not sweet
                   ...anymore.

We are the world!

Shall we hold hands?
To make the world a better place?
But we can’t!
Why?
Coz we the worlds so big and we are so small
Coz we have hearts that are hard
Coz we have more bad than good in us
Coz we live in a world that is realistic and not dreamy

So why not try to do little things
Like may be…
Avoid using plastic and polythene
Or even drop a smile for an old lady

Little things that cost nothing
May save a life today
And leave some hope for tomorrow

I am just another visitor in this world...

I always try to do things to the best of my ability and near or next to perfection. I don’t understand why it hardly works. I do not believe that perfection is unachievable. As the old saying goes… either “change the world or change yourself”. The problem is that I’m trying to change both simultaneously.
 
I have to learn to be tougher and stronger and I guess these are things that one would not want to publish. Growing up is all about learning about when and how to be responsible and careful and attentive. I wish I could go back to the days when I could just walk out of the house and climb my favourite tree and spend hours reading my favourite book. Hmm… it really was nice. I remember when I was little how I use to run into dada’s room and sit on his chair with my feet barely reaching the ground, wanting to be CEO someday. Dreams… just my dreams.
 
Home is almost as, or even more hectic than work. The parents always find matters that we need to improve on. I appreciate that. It is the mode of communication that is important. Things at office are slowly improving. Quite a bit of adjusting on my part is required. I totally disagree with theory X. It simply won’t work for me. I think people have to tailor make the mannerism in which they deal with different people. Some people need to get it into there wise heads that world is not made of equals. Effective internal marketing is as or even more important than external marketing. Charity begins at home! 
 

Dear Me!

So the world goes on ha? No matter what! I have a vision and mission statement that I wrote sometime ago and vaguely remember. Hmmm... What was it now?
 
I am sure my daily journal is getting jealous of blogspot and blog.com (not to mention my little cute organizer) eh... I don’t know why girls have to be so kiddish sometimes. But as they say you mustn't let the child in you die off too soon.
 
Anywayz, its late and I have a big day tomorrow so I better go to bed. I kinda miss studying and my project now. (I know I'm crazy but aren't we all?) The human is never satisfied. If he is, there's no point being alive.
 
I see all the mountains and rivers ahead of me and I'm so scared that I want to turn back and run away....  but I will climb and I will swim until all the ligaments in me tear away into pieces.
 
Insha Allah, there is something coming that is beyond the comprehension of every soul - living or dead  - And when that thing comes, whatever it is; we will all have the answers to all the whats and whys and hows that have crossed our minds a million times. so until that... my friends, it is a tale of waiting... waiting and waiting... 
 

My Advice to the world

• Be as nice and polite as you can with everyone, but when you just can’t take it anymore blast the hell out of them, but make sure you do it when no one’s around, ok?
• Always write your thoughts and feelings down – believe me - it helps!
• Meditate – even if the only time you have to do it, is in the bathroom.
• Know yourself well and don’t have others tell you about you
• Sing aloud once in a while
• Scream
• Go on vacations and have a good dip!

Silly me!

I'm just learning to take things cool and like Mr. Gamindu told me to say 'what the heck' more often. Time is life and life is pretty short. There's no point taking things too seriously like I do. Work is pretty challenging. Sometimes it feels good to cry a little at home. By the way there's no such thing as bieng overage to like dolls so get that into your heads.

The human is never satisfied, if he is... he rather be dead!

Advice is appreciated but not necessarily taken into account... ;P

My opinion about people

I respect them,
I will help them,
I will ask for their help if I need it
But I will not live my life to please them
... and I DO NOT CARE what they think about me becoz I know myself a lot better than they do!

Nuwareliya

Went on a holiday to Nuwareliya... was not as fun as usual, but a good break from work.

Hi Everyone!

So I guess there is hardly any time in the world for anyone to drop a mail or to say hi. But here we are with another time waster...